Saturday, 10 October 2009

the big 150!

no no nooooo. I have NOT miraculously lost a 120 pounds! i bloody well wish. It is my 150th post. 10 months in to this diet/healthy living/new future. I am definitely not where I want to be. I wanted to have lost more. I have been up and down and up and down. But no miserable dwelling here...

Feels like I haven't blogged in ages.... I know I definitely need to catch up on some blogs!

Things are going good. In fact great. I don't you know if you read my guest post on Carlos's blog a while back. I mentioned I found it hard to get naked or generally be with another person of the opposite sex. Well, conquered that fear a little bit yesterday and got me some sex. sex. lol. Yes, at times I felt fat and seriously self conscious but he clearly didn't care so I ended up not caring too. Which is a big deal for me. A huge deal. *clears throat* enough about that...

Today I spent my time walking all over town! Several hours scouting for graffiti. (I am doing my final dissertation on graffiti...art outside the gallery or just a crime/bane of society? interesting huh?) anyways I walked my fat arse off. wohoo. working and walking so it is all good. Tomorrow I will be doing the same because I didn't get it all done today because there was a mass protest in town which I got caught up in.... scary!

When I stayed with big_mummy she made me some pasta and bacon and mushroom and peas with a creamy white sauce which was super delicious and today I made my own. In fact I just wolfed it down. It wasn't as good as Sarah's but it was mighty yummy so my cooking is getting better. Right I will end on that positive.

:D still smiling!

12 comments:

big_mummy said...

sex and cooking??? hell fire whos blog am i in???



*giggles* you had sex *giggles*

Dree said...

Ooh good for you- both on the sex and on the cooking! Lol. And I feel the same about having wanted to lose more weight in my time frame but you know what? Ups and downs make the journey what it is. Losing weight is so freaking hard!

Thank you for your lovely comment! Curly Wurlys are awesome. Have a great weekend!

Debby said...

OMG Carlos has rubbed off on you!!!

You should share the recipe for that meal...sounded yummy!

MackAttack said...

yay for getting laid! The graffiti dissertation sounds awesome. I'd love to hear what you come up with at the end!

Katie J said...

That dish does sound yummy! Anything with bacon LOL.

Glad you enjoyed yourself ;-)

My Own Two Feet said...

So which was better.. the sex or the food? Because both sound epic!

Learning to be Less said...

Woohoo! Sex is great. I can see your smile from here. Just so you know, that self-concious feeling disappates but will always remain a little. I have been married 5 years (with my husband for 10) and I still feel it at times.

Oh and have all the sex you can now with lots of people. It is so much more exciting when you are single. I do miss that.

You are like a different girl from the one who was blogging two months ago. You are so much happier. Good job on the project. You are so creative. Kudos on the cooking. I am lazy and buy salad in a bag and have my husband grill chicken. And eat it every night. And I mean every night (except cheat meal of course). But it is good and I do not get sick of it. Kinda like sex.

Fat[free]Me said...

Hmmmm, so jealous about the sex. It has been a long time here....

Glad you are doing so well - love the sound of the graffiti project - are you a fan of Banksy?

45+ and Aspiring said...

I love a blogger who can express politely express the pleasues of sex!

Just close your eyes and focus on the feel of the touch and the fireworks in your brain . . . skin feels good regardless of its plumpness, no?

I love your joy! You are doing great. . . just watch those cream sauces! :)

Losing Waist! said...

Umm... when it is art it is usually BIG, and almost beautiful (an puts one into an almost trance). When it is a shitty 10 second take on a stupid name by some fauxgangsta... well that is a fucking crime to the building owner, fence builder, or glass maker. I would love to see more of the big amazing grafitti-murals, and less of the bullshit attempts at teen rebellion.

SEX IS GOOD (when you feel good about yourself). Sounds like you had a nice chunk of that freedom yesterday. YAY FOR MAN MEAT!!

Jenn said...

Whoo-hoo for you!!! Sex is awesome! :-)

arielcircleofnine said...

great googly-moogly! YAY for good food & SEXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX