My head is all over the place still. I cannot lie. One moment my head is so far in the game its amazing the next I am the polar opposite. I keep reminding myself of all the bad things being fat does to me or excludes me from but in the moment, when I am eating, I just do not care one iota. I.JUST.NEED.TO.DO.
I don't really have much to say right now without whining or crying so I will cut this short.
I really will catch up on you all this week.