At least I know I can post from my Iphone. :)
I have been back on track only two days and indeed feel much better in myself. I am trying to get back on track with other things too. Blogging. Friends. Social things. Exercise. I am finding it hard right now to get into a rhythm. I just started a new job as a cashier at a bank (which is weird because it has no relation to my degree in art history and also because I have the worst maths skills known to man). It is harder than I thought. I am constantly worried. Doubting myself. Also having uniform issues too. Even though I have been working a month now it doesn't feel like it is getting any easier and I am still stressing out. I dread nights like tonight. Sunday night. Back to work. What doesn't help is I am being transferred from my tiny little lovely nice and safe branch to the big busy city one. ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH.
I thought I would be able to control my eating better now I am working. Not true. I thought yay to packed delightful low fat lunches and delicious dinners when I got in. Using the weekends to exercise and be social. NOT HAPPENED. I have been eating out at lunch and been so tired and miserable when I come home that I reach for the easy full fat comfort food.
I have been stuck in a rut and well to be honest haven't really been looking for a way out of it because it is easier to bury my head in the sand and blame everything else but me.
I need to stop whining. And repeating myself. And bloody hell Christmas is on its way...
I am going to go get on with things!