On impulse I tried on old one I had hanging in the back of the wardrobe.
And it bloody fit me.
And the sun is shining. Just doing my hair and putting in some earrings each morning makes a fucking world of difference. So major love to all those who suggested I do these simple things to make myself feel better when I was deep my in my selfpity party. It really helps me stay on track because I am feeling good in general and don't want't to lose this feeling. On a few blogs this week I read that if only we could bottle this feeling for when we hit the hard times. I know exactly what they mean. I am literally buzzing as I write this. My feet can't stop still.
On another positive note, we actually had people over last night and not once did I feel self concious or fat like I usually do in social situations. Granted it was only a couple of good people but I'm counting it as a postive because I would usually be thinking the whole time shes so slim and I'm such a moose. And because of that I am braving another social gathering, yes people, I am coming out of hermitville WATCH OUT. Because the weather is actually hot and sunny some peeps are cracking out the barbecue and having a garden party (the sun is rare here in England, you got to pounce on it, and when I say hot, I mean its not raining lol) So yay things are looking good. I just hope this feeling lasts. I am doing super with my eating and even better with my water. Steps and exercise are on the way.