Wednesday, 16 September 2009

Officially back. oh yeah.

Woohooo. Everyone rejoice I have the internet at home :D

But I haven't fully recovered my mojo. I have no excuses. No reasons not to be back on track.
Just not feeling it. I have no feelings to do anything. Still not friends with my uterus but my period is dead for now. No pain. No energy. No motivation. Finding it hard just to get up out of bed. Got no appetite for food in general. Bah. Like right now, the fridge is pretty bare and need to go to the shop. CAN'T BE ARSED.

In fact it has taken me an hour to write that last paragraph. I am back to zero energy. I don't feel miserable but something is definitely lacking. Maybe it is pure boredom. School doesn't start til next week. I have no routine. Nothing to do. I MEAN NOTHING.

Maybe a shower will inject some energy into my life.
But it's not a magic shower *sigh*

ok plan. shower. shop. catch up on blogs.
been pretty bad on catching up. *sigh*

9 comments:

big_mummy said...

sounds like a good old fashioned funk to me. it will pass xx

foolsfitness said...

Take two cupcakes and call Foolsfitness in the morning.

Oh, maybe that's not it. How about just go for a walk, and really look around you... enjoy the sights and study the people. SOmetimes we get caught in the rat race so much it's either on or off and we forget to just "be"

My thinking is that life will happen whether you're there to participate in it or not... you might as well enjoy it. Run with it, at least until you come up with a better plan.

break out the pedro and get walking. I just got a new step counter and calibrated it to show 10 miles for a walk accross the room. Sure it's a lie, but it's a hoot!

It's the Foolsfitness way!- Alan

Carlos said...

get on it... back in your own place was supposed to be the kick start you needed remember... go time!

F. McButter Pants said...

Get that fridge full of good for you food. Then just start walking. If you do nothing, nothing will change. The walk will make you feel better. I promise!

So glad you're back. Missed you terribly........hugs

HopeFool said...

Haha - I laughed at the magic shower line.

I agree with the others. You're gonna have to fake it till you make it. Hop on down and do your shopping.

Amy said...

I'd pay good money for a magic shower.

antgirl said...

Do you have some iron issues? Hormones are devilish. Mine made me eat an extra dessert last night.

You're in your own place. A nice walk out to help you re-energize. Maybe. Yoga just did that for me.

Hope you are un-funkified soon.

Fat Daddy said...

I am glad to see you post...a good first step...

I hope you snap back soon.

MackAttack said...

a magic shower....wouldn't that be the best! Glad you are back, now it's time to fake it till you make it!