Monday, 14 September 2009

i.hate.my.uterus.

Yep. It's true. I do. I hate my uterus. It is not my friend.

Despite the relief of its arrival after being more than three weeks late my period has fast earned my hatred. This weekend it left me curled in the fetal position having a sex and the city marathon. So pretty much didn't leave the couch. No cooking. Lots of easy snacking. So it wasn't the best weekend. The pain is still here and the internet is not. So I dragged my arse off the couch and made it to the library. However, the pain is really really bad so I am not sure how long I will stay here.

I did not weigh in today. I couldn't bring myself to drag my fat bloated period filled disgusting body onto the scales and see another negative number. I want to say I will increase good effort but with feeling this shitty I doubt good behaviour will follow. Did I mention I hate my uterus?

Still no internet at home. There's a guy coming to fix it tomorrow. BOOOOO.
Positives to focus on: I love where I live. Both the flat and the area. Uni is starting next week. My birthday is this coming Saturday.

16 comments:

F. McButter Pants said...

Your a Virgo too? I knew I liked you.

Focus on the positives, way to go girl!

Do better this week, and then brave the scale. It might not be as bad as you think.

Hoping the internet is on soon. Miss ya.

Emily said...

I am totally with you!! I've hated my uterus since I first got my period!!

Hope you feel better soon!
yay for the positives!

*fitcetera* said...

lol ...
I initially read this as "I ate my uterus" and thought wtf? what kind of diet plan is she on?

sorry you're feeling shitty.

i'm happy to hear you're loving the apt though.

Ang said...

Hope you start feeling better. Hope your internet gets fixed too.

HopeFool said...

My uterus hated me so I paid a surgeon to chop it out.

I can't wait till you're back up and running.

TJ said...

The good news is that Saturday your Aunt Flow will be gone! lol :) Hang in there my friend!!! Alieve works best for me. Ever try it?

Jack Sh*t, Gettin' Fit said...

I've always hated your uterus.

LAF said...

No way, I was born on 9/19/1973!

Fat[free]Me said...

Oooh, poor you! Hot water bottle and lots of fluids and Feminax is quite good (plus you feel a little high, or that could just be me being a bit on the lightweight side when it comes to anything mind altering!).

But, above all, glad to see you back! Yay!

Mary :: A Merry Life said...

That sucks!!

Hey at least your birthday is coming up. FUN!!!

MackAttack said...

Ugh! I'm soo sorry, uterus' suck! I hope your internet comes on soon and the pain goes away. blergh.

antgirl said...

I'll join in the hate-love fest. :)

I usually pop in Sense & Senisbility or Pride & Prejudice and eat 'buttered' popcorn. Mmmm. I want some right now.

jo said...

Hey, get in to see a doctor. There's no reason on God's green earth that you need to suffer so. I did for too many years, and it's miserable.

Periods suck. Pain sucks. I feel for you. But really, there are things that can help. Check it out.

Glad you love your flat!

CactusFreek said...

:o(
I have sore [and super heavy] periods too. Why don't you go on the pill? It regulates your period and cuts it down. [I can't use the pill coz it raises my blood presure]

Fat Lazy Guy said...

Yay birthdays! Whatcha doin? Quiet thing or big night out? It's my mate's birthday this Friday. Going out for dinner :)

tess said...

Hey Infatuation (what's your real name? maybe I have not read enough to learn it?)

I just stumbled across your blog.
You've got great voice.
I'm sure you've heard that before.

I wanted to say though, maybe you should look up PCOS. Polycystic Ovary Syndrome.

It affects period regulation, increases amount of cramping, and makes weight loss MUCH harder than normal- despite hard work.

Just a thought!

Love the blog!