Monday, 12 April 2010

Confession time :D

I have fifteen days to my final exams.
I have ten days to hand in my final dissertation.
I am stressed to the ultimate heights.
BAH. Just need school to be over.

This last week has been dreadful. Drinking lots of wine and cider. Eating what I like when I like. At some points I was having 4\5 meals a day. No water. No exercise. No caring. No blogging. I have managed to stay the same the last month but today I weighed in and I am up two pounds. I am surprised that it is only two pounds to be honest.

Current Weight: 19 stones 3 pound (269 lbs)
Previous weight: 19 stones 1 pound (267 lbs)
Highest weight: 21 stones 3 pounds (297 lbs)
Weight loss this week: stayed the same.
Total weight lost: 2 stone (28lbs)

I do not want this to be the start of a decline. One gain usually signals this. Not this time. It is a small wake up call. I *know* what needs to be done. I just need to do it. I need the accountability of the blog. So I am BACK. I realise how much I need and miss your support. I will catch up with you all soon.


Missa said...

Well, stress will always get you in the wrong state of mind. Just remember that school is almost over, but your life keeps on going. Plan your fitness and health goals around school. It will probably help you focus on the school stuff too.


Twon said...

Just think about how much you've invested into yourself by now. That's an investment worth upkeeping!

CactusFreek said...

It's time to let the old you lie in the past. Every day is a new beginning :o)

Scuttleboose said...

Oh, how I sympathize! I'm going through the same thing right now (only my project is a research proposal in order to *start* the dissertation!)... Hang in there, we can get through it together! (And hopefully lose a few pounds in the process!)

M Pax said...

It is not a decline. It is finals. When the crunch is over, you'll get back at it.

I wish you well at getting through what you have to do.

Girlie said...

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Wendy Lou said...

I've been MIA for over a year from the blogging world, and it was horrible. Hang in there, good luck with finals!

Beth @ fatbustermack said...

I'm sorry just because it was one way for so long doesn't mean it needs to be that way now. A small gain could be water. Don't let this get you down!

big_mummy said...

i swore i posted last night but apprently it didnt send.

well I basiclly said, your awesome and you can do this, loves you xxx