Monday, 13 April 2009

No excuses...

I did not not attempt to pull myself back on track.
Good intentions are not enough.
I have no excuses.
I could not be bothered with the effort.
I resigned this week quickly to being lost.

I ate more crap... crisps, cheese, chocolate, sugary drinks.
No stepping.
Lots of lazing around.
Lots of not caring.

Right now I just feel like crying, putting on my pjs and playing out to the selfpity party.

And eating. Lots of glorious eating.

Some where deep down I know I don't want this. Or I wouldn't be posting.


Carlos said...

hang in there

Fat[free]Me said...

Stop it! Put down that chip butty right now! Or you will be nearly fifty and wishing you had done something about it sooner.

Tomorrow is another day, you can still get back on track, you have done brilliantly so far and you want to do it and you can.

Good luck!

antgirl said...

Where's the love for your buddy the pedometer? He's feeling all hurt and neglected in the corner right now. "Nobody puts Pedometer in the corner!" [bad play on Dirty Dancing]

You are worth the effort. YOU ARE! Put the chips down. Get up. Put on your favorite song and dance. Get that blood moving. :P Sing badly at the top of your lungs. Life is good and it's going to get better.

TJ said...

I don't believe in tomorrow is another day saying...RIGHT NOW IS A NEW START! :) You can do it girlie! :) You want this, you know how good it feels to have success. We are all in this together!

Cheer up buttercup!


~ugly girl with a beautiful heart~ said...

It'll get easier hon...

Anonymous said...

All right you!
Let's turn that thinking around to the positive. You can do this. Hey I got my pedometer working again..I think..But it's saying I did a low number and i'm still wondering if it's working out right? LOL..I may go get another.

So pick that frown up and turn it into a smile. you can do this..

Come on..You know you want to..

Let's have some fun!! Let's create some challenges!

Anonymous said...

Sometimes we fall down (or even throw ourselves down) but what can we do? Get inspired by what others are doing. Look at what you yourself has done in the past. I find reaching out to others for me helps, as I get out of my internal loop.

Edison did thousands of light bulb experiments before he got "the one" and people asked him why he didn't just give up. He said that he just found another way "not" to make a lightbulb.

After wolfing down a whole pizza I think I've failed. Honestly it *was* not a great choice, but then I force myself to say... ok, what am I going to do now?

And remember A serving size of a pizza IS "the pizza" at foolsfitness pity parties!

(smiles and prayers) Alan

HopeFool said...

Awww, I don't know what to say other than I'm sorry. I know you'll feel better about things soon.

In the meantime, HUGS!

ani pesto said...

I wish I had wisdom to impart but all I can say is "hang in there". You do want it, so you'll find a way out of this hole. We're all behind you.


p.s. 20,000 steps - belated woohoo!

jo said...

Hey, you, snap out of it!

Go, go, go, go, go!

MizFit said...

Im with antgirl and had the same thought in my head.

you want it, sure, but more than that you are WORTH IT and somewhere deep inside you know it.


Babysteps today? water and walking?

antgirl said...

Poke, poke, poke. Are we dancing? Are we dating Pedometer again? He misses you.

Well, I'm going to keep poking at you until you're being your perky self again.

How's about the fact that you and your pedometer have inspired me? Yup. So let some smugness settle in until you're chipper.

Its all about me said...

Why don't you do Vic's challenge with us?

CactusFreek said...

Why are you sabotaging your efforts? When you are doing really well, do you fool yourself into believing you deserve food as a reward? Maybe that pivital point is the first step to work on?

wildfluffysheep said...

I'ma hanging in there.

Thanks very much. I needed to hear that. I really appreciate it

Pedro was hurt. I made it up to my beloved pedometer since that yucky week. I am worth the effort. The singing badly does help! Thanks for coming back and poking me out of my funk. Yay to inspiring the pedometer.

@Its all about me
Thanks. I'll be sure to check it out

@ cactus freek
I honestly don't know. Yes. I am stopping the food rewards. They clearly arent working.

Thankyou for all that encouragement. I really needed it. It helps alot.

@ugly girl with a beautiful heart

thanks for the kick ass attitude. Totally needed to hear that too! Yay to your pedometer :D

Thankyou for your kind words. Very much appreciated, mister. That pizza size is served at my pity parties too. I liked the Edison analogy. Makes much sense.

*hugs* And thanks for just stopping by.

Thanks very much :D I couldn't do it with out the support.

Thanks for that. I did manage to snap out of it.

Yep. I AM WORTH IT. Thanks for reminding me. *nods*