Some of my friends are doing this free hug thing in a couple of weeks (part of a loony toon weekend I'll be involved in) and they want me to go along. However, I'm scared too. What if people don't want to hug me? People don't hug random people... they definitely don't want to hug random fatties. I really don't think I could handle lots of rejection. On the other hand it always looks like a lot of fun and its not like I go anywhere... maybe I can just help out with other crap and not do the hug thing?
I have finally stopped looking for the scales. Not only has my mother hidden it exceptionally well but I am no longer craving to find out the number. After last weeks gain, one day of bad numbers is enough for me. Which is really good because worrying over the scale was really shitty and I definitely do not need shitty right now. POSITIVE THINKING LEADS TO POSITIVE ACTIONS.
Nothing else to report. Exercise bang on. Eating clean and calorietastic. 10,000 steps almost everyday. Water at least 2 litres a day. Attitude? Good, strong, focused and ON IT.
Oh a little nervous about my doctors appointment tomorrow. Finally gonna tell me whats wrong with my period! Oh the joy.
c25k side note: the second one did not go any easier. infact my body is screaming NO MORE PLEASE SIMONE NOOOOO.... i think i may have to repeat week one. sucky. Because I was only jogging the intervals and gasping for breath like there was really no tomorrow. and they guy on the pod cast was all you shouldn't be out of breath blah blah blah. better lose some poundage with it or else...