Today I am gargh. and emotionally drained. My sister is back to her trouble causing antics and its driving me insane. I never get why she has to be so mean to everyone. She lies in bed til after lunch, she does no chores, she pays for no food and she owes me money. I am sick of her. She doesn't go to bed til late so I have to sleep through what ever shes doing and yesterday I had to have a nap. Between exercising and not sleeping properly it hit me square in the face. I haven't had to nap in a long time and it throws me all off balance. The other night when I was sleeping I could feel something weird, when I opened my eyes my sister was an inch from my face and glaring at me. Scared the hell out of me. Took me ages to get back to sleep and she just laughed. Like today I was tired from her not letting me sleep and as she had to leave early for once she let down the airbed on her way out so I couldn't. That is what I am dealing with. It's not helping.
I still feel a little drained. But I said I'd go over and clean out my grans cupboards. She has food in there from like 5 years ago. lol. shes a hoarder. even with food. Also its day two of the c25k and I am really not looking forward to it. Though once its done, the sense of accomplishment and the feeling that I might have burned some poundage make it worth it. It's just starting it. The weather as usual is MISERABLE. which doesn't help one iota.
The scales have been re-hidden and I have no desire to go looking for them. NONE.
Thats it. Whinge over.
p.s on a positive note. again... my belly is shrinking dramatically. i can see it moving. and feel it getting smaller. woot.