Tuesday, 1 December 2009

stepping up the motivation!


this is me at 16. at prom. just look at the size of my frickin' arm. it is disgusting. look at the size of my second chin. disgusting. the only positve of that night was that i was so pale the purple of dress looked lovely against my skin. to be honest, i wish i had never gone. i looked enormous. compared to my sisters dress, mine was like a tent.

spent all day studying yesterday. didn't leave the library til after 8.30pm! brownie points for studying please. food was ok. no real exercise though i did run from the road to my street but i had to cut that short because my backpack full of books was bouncing wildly and hurting me.

today i aim to go to the gym after my dissertation tutorial.
my neighbours kept me awake having really loud sex. i
t didn't even sound hot.
bah.

using my flatmates laptop. wish mine was fixed.
over and out.

cant believe its december already...

14 comments:

Emmett said...

Great plan to get to the gym. I know my old pics are hard to look at but it helps remind you what you don't want to be again. Keep your chin up.

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~ugly girl with a beautiful heart~ said...

Thank god you found a positive in all that negative! Self love my friend, this is what we need to learn!

Get back to the gym, get your ass back in gear girl, I know you can do it! I'm here if you ever need me lady!!!

F. McButter Pants said...

I think you look like a princess. So there!

Love the new background. Brownie points indeed for the hard studying!

Now make it to the gym today. How do you study without a computer? Just wondering.

huggy

TJ said...

An old picture really helps motivate us...you look pretty in it but I know how we can pick apart a snapshot to death! Good job being a study worm yesterday! :)

Jack Sh*t, Gettin' Fit said...

I wore that same dress and tiara to prom. What a coincidence!

Stella said...

10 Brownie points duly given for studying...

Carlos said...

gotta love the tiara!!

LAF said...

You do have really lovely skin! Keep up the study habits - you may gain and lose weight throughout the years but knowledge is forever.

antgirl said...

Oh my, we are being terribly hard on ourself, aren't we? I see a lot of loveliness in that photo. I can relate though. I still think I look like a cow in photos. Honest. I think we're are own worst critics. I really dig the tiara. I don't think I've ever worn one. I need to change that. i should get one to wear during my vlogs.

That you're trying to change your habits during uni is very commendable. That you've made progress astounds me. My college days ... well, just three drinks was a rare even then, too. The usual was probably 10+. Yeah, my friends and i were lushes. We ate badly. Always. I did not have a weight issue during uni though. Not till later.

Kudos + brownies on the studying.

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Val said...

First of all I luv your new blog header thing-too cute!

We always see the worst in our own photos *sigh* I think you're a cutie :)

Have a happy Wednesday!!!

MackAttack said...

yay for studying! I love your hairpiece :) so cute! I have a picture of myself at a college dance looking like I could fit a piano under my dress. whatever you can do to motivate is awesome!

Fat[free]Me said...

I personally think you should wear a tiara all the time!

Debby said...

I have fat arms....sucks!

Love the tiara...in fact, I think I shall wear mine today while cleaning the house!

I'm sure some fun was had that night...think of that and not how you hated how you looked. Attitude is everything!