I start a new job tomorrow. I am scared and nervous. About being stupid and ugly. I broke out in spots like an hour ago. It's hideous. I have never worn make up and now Im scared I am going to have to, does that sound silly? I really really need this job. So much.
I am stressed and worried and eating everything in sight. And with resting the foot exercise has been none existant.
I weighed in last week and was up a pound. God knows what I will gain this week.
I am an emotional wreck. I do not know where my head is.
Right I am off to have an ice pack on the ankle and hopefully an early night. I have to be up at 6. Yikes. Early for me.
6 comments:
:( I've been working for about a decade and I don't wear much if any makeup. Zits do change that equation but just be yourself, you'll be great! Hope your ankle feels better!
Try to slow down and take a few deep breaths. You will do fine a the new job, and we are all supporting you! :)
They're not going to fire you for having zits. Breathe, you'll be groovy. I'm 51 and I started a new job on Friday and lived to tell about it. Oh hell, I just remembered I got a zit on my nose Thursday too! We B sisters of the zit!
hey, gurl. i'm glad for you that you have a job! just remember to be easy, don't push yourself? just try to be moderate, don't worry about exercising, try focusing on maintaining maybe?
i think you're adorable pimples and all. iiii should consider writing a blog about pimples and blemishes, especially recently. you want to compare skin?! ha! ugh.
BREATHE! I hope that it wasn't as bad as you thought it was going to be.
you're going to knock 'em dead!
Fluffy, take a deep breathe and remember everything you've learnt on this trek to be healthier.
You don't look ugly and hidious, you are a strong, beautiful, independant woman!
Good luck with your job :o)
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