I start a new job tomorrow. I am scared and nervous. About being stupid and ugly. I broke out in spots like an hour ago. It's hideous. I have never worn make up and now Im scared I am going to have to, does that sound silly? I really really need this job. So much.
I am stressed and worried and eating everything in sight. And with resting the foot exercise has been none existant.
I weighed in last week and was up a pound. God knows what I will gain this week.
I am an emotional wreck. I do not know where my head is.
Right I am off to have an ice pack on the ankle and hopefully an early night. I have to be up at 6. Yikes. Early for me.