thankyou but get a load of those chins!

check out the chins in this pic!

Thank you to all the people who checked in yesterday! Very much appreciated. Love you guys! <3

I am all unpacked. Looking forward to not sleeping on an airbed!

This is from my nice new apple Imac. Hell yes. Sexiest computer ever.

I am scared to weigh in. I just daren't do it.

I feel so much more positive after that one measly post. I miss blogging. It helps sooooooo much, I can't believe I forgot the power of the blog.

Need to track food.

Water.

Get back to walking (found the pedometer)

etc etc etc

get back on track!

gonna catch on your blogs soon x

just plain baaaaaaaaad!

Hello peoples.

I am not dead. Something far worse.
I almost quit the blog. Bah.
Also I think I have gained back every pound i lost this year.
Though I am afraid to check officially.

I do not want to see the new number.
I have eaten with reckless abandon.
Basically been eating for two, maybe three.
I have been so ashamed of my eating habits and lack of exercise that I haven't blogged or read blogs in like three weeks. I am sorry.

I promise to catch up.
I have a lot of things to sort out in my head.

BUT on the positive side I have a new computer and I am returning to my own flat tomorrow.

A BIG PUFFY HEART HUG TO ALL THOSE PEOPLE WHO SENT ME LOVELY CHRISTMAS CARDS. and thank you for not abandoning me. I was slightly worried I'd come back and you'd all be gone. Forgive the wild fluffy sheep?

holiday help!

i thought being at home would be the problem.
not the case.

i have fell off the weight loss wagon this week.
fell real hard.

i do not feel good.
i do not know how to help myself. theres so much to do.

:(

having a broken computer sucks.

bits and pieces!

not a food related motivatioal pic but its one to keep me feeling festive. these are our four christmas trees dressed in decorations we got from the pound shop. this whole set up cost less than 8 pounds.

apologies. still haven't made it round to catching up. got an essay due. :(
and some a big dissertation presentation. il make it to the blog eventually. i hate missing out on what you guys are upto!!

i sneaked a peek on the scales y.day. to see the damage of the weekend. and i am at the same. phew. i will take that. after the weekened food fiasco. not sure if i have time for an intense work out to pull off a loss. stupid essay deadline. had to cancel badminton because the deadline has been brought forward. bah. sucky. but everything else is back to normal. woot. good on the water too.

i am really worried about going home for christmas. food wise. but christmas wise.. very excited. i haven't felt this festive in years!

im at 19 stone 2 pounds. i would like to lose those three pounds before i go home. just to say i made it to the 18 stones this year. so thats 3 pounds to lose before the 18th of dec. wish me luck.

catching up...

this years christmas market pic! eurgh. not my favourite but there you go. yay. mulled wine.

my computer is still broken :( so its hard to blog right now. i am so behind on catching up with you all. i will try my best...

i had one of the best weekends ever. why do good times always follow bad food choices?

bad things...
4 mulled wines
numerous amounts of alcohol
chunky chocolate short bread
hot chocolate
a big mac
subway
laptop still broken
didn't calorie count

good things!
ached from badminton
went swimming
had a swedish massage
got over 10k steps in everyday
flat is clean
decorated our 4 xmas trees
i sent my xmas cards

studying going strong. yay. hope you're all well.
fingers crossed i can pull back this week. :)

very happy though. happy. happy. happy :D

3lbs gone. 3lbs gone.3lbs gone.

this is a photo i love. i am drinking yummy german beer at the xmas market a couple of years ago. my sister came to visit and loved the markets. it was a great night. beer. mulled wine and a yummy pork roll. i was happy. and i think i don't look so hideous! heres to more nice photos of me!

3lbs gone baby.
that's right my less mass plan worked this first week.

that takes me back down to 19 stone two.
makes my total loss so far 2 stones 1 pound.
29 pounds down and counting!

right i am off to go play badminton.
and i have the christmas to look forward to tonight. yay.
moderation is key.

hope your day starts as happy as mine!

do you gnome me?

YES>THIS IS MY ENORMOUS BOTTOM!

this photo is from my couch surfing experience. michael came to stay with us and insisted we dress up! i dressed up as a gnome. lol. you do not want to see me from the front! it was a great night but looking back at this photo it makes me cringe to my very core *shudder* and its one place that is not shrinking at all!


kinda got into a routine now.
get up (begrudgingly). do any small tidying. blog. then make lunch.
then the afternoon is spent studying until i can take no more.
squeezing in exercise in between studying sessions.

:)

went for a small food shopt last night. this food has to last me til i go home. so right now there is a there a healthy beef casserole in the slow cooker. mmm...mmm. can't wait til dinner. it smells delicious!

DID I MENTION I DISCOVERED I LIKE CARROTS? and green beans? and now butter nut squash! wohooo. yay for me. i am feeling happy and good.

campaign christ[less]mas[s]!

this is from my birthdy this year. did i mention my friends took me to a cave? this is the super fun guide that made the tour great fun. he made everyone sing happy birthay and i got to do special stuff. so i wanted a pic of him to remember... this was after i had climbed the 200 stairs after leaving the cave. my face was bright red, i was puffing like a steam train and people were looking at me panicked like i was going to have a heart attack. not fun.

i forgot to mention my campaign christ[less]mas[s]. my plan to lose some more mass. i want to stand in january and reflect back that i lost at least two stone this year. as it is freezing cold and the holiday food bonanza i know is coming that i know i have to work twice as hard as usual. so in another tempt to motivate myself. also lots of other people are doing stuff for december :p

campaign christ[less]mas[s]
it is basically the same system i tried to impliment before. it works when i stick to it!

so my 10k steps
5 portions of fruit and veg
1 hour of exercise a day minimum.
water
break a wii record every day.
use the stairs when ever possible.
go the extra mile.

yesterday went bang on. tick. tick. tick.
wanted to do more at the gym but i started coughing uo phlegm so i had to cut it short.
14k steps. woot.

stepping up the motivation!

this is me at 16. at prom. just look at the size of my frickin' arm. it is disgusting. look at the size of my second chin. disgusting. the only positve of that night was that i was so pale the purple of dress looked lovely against my skin. to be honest, i wish i had never gone. i looked enormous. compared to my sisters dress, mine was like a tent.

spent all day studying yesterday. didn't leave the library til after 8.30pm! brownie points for studying please. food was ok. no real exercise though i did run from the road to my street but i had to cut that short because my backpack full of books was bouncing wildly and hurting me.

today i aim to go to the gym after my dissertation tutorial.
my neighbours kept me awake having really loud sex. i
t didn't even sound hot.
bah.

using my flatmates laptop. wish mine was fixed.
over and out.

cant believe its december already...